To celebrate the one year mark let's go back a few years to better days...
My poor baby Lilypie just fell off the end of my tracker and had to start right back at the beginning - sometimes that is how I feel about this journey. I looked back at all my monthly entries over the past year and the following words decribe my feelings at each month of waiting:
1. Excited, naive
2. Hopeful, positive
4. Pissed, deceived
5. Numb, scared to feel
7. Feeling close
8. Realistic, trying to find distractions
9. No end in sight, bored
10. Never felt better, completely distracted
11. Reflective, moving forward
And now, the best words to describe completing month 12 would be...ALL OF THE ABOVE.
I wonder what 13 will bring...